(I did my best..)
4/20/2010
4/19/2010
Dirty little heart Part lll
I was conscious, but felt dizzy.
"It's okay.. Everything's alright." Ian said, with such a warm and lovely voice that made me feel extremely comfortable in his arms as he carried me to the bus.
The bus stopped at a redlight, the shaking of it woke me up.
I took a deep breath.
"Are you alright?" I heard his rough voice whispering.
"I think so.." I said, opening my eyes.
He smiled..
What happened? Oh right.. Ian was just being gorgeous... I actually planned not to faint that night..
Ian was sitting close to me holding my cheek. It felt warm.
"Where am I?"
"On the bus to Amsterdam." He laughed.
"WHAAT??" I got up and looked around. It really was the tourbus. Stu and Mike were playing video games either swearing or laughing at the tv screen in the back of the bus. Lee, Jamie and Luke were getting ready to sleep.
"Amsterdam... How am I suppost to get home?.. My german exam is next monday.." "Good. Coz you won't get home til sunday, when we play in Berlin." He smiled and continued typing something on his phone. "Go find yourself a nice bunk to sleep in.. or.. you can have mine. I already checked for monsters and all that.. there are no monsters.." His behaviour was more than confusing but i couldn't stop adoring him. All those butterflies in my tummy turned into a storm.. no.. a hurricane.
The next morning was sunny and warm. We were hungry so we left the highway in Siegburg.
"Annie? Lets go and get some breakfast." Ian said while putting his jacket on.
I grinned.. I was the only german in this bus, so the guys were depending on me. That was the first time I really felt important while being among those famous guys..
We went down the street looking for a bakershop. "Teach me something!" "What?" "I think everyone should learn how to get breakfast in german." I laughed. "Okay... let me think." What was the most complicated word to teach Ian? .. after a while I said "Schwarzwälderkirschtorte"
"What the hell is that?" "Its chocolate-cherrycake from.. uhm... blackforrest.. They probably invented it." "Oh that sounds good.. chocolate cake for breakfast."
"Okay... So.. the schwarz is pronounced like Arnold Schwarzenegger..."
"Swarz.." "Nuh.. the "sh" is more like "sssshhhit"" ...
Ian was nervous, me too actually..
"Uhm... zwei.. stück.. Schwarzwälderkirschtorte" He stottered. "Und noch drei Brötchen und ein paar von diesen Schokohörnchen.." I said everything else.. Ian did a good job on the cake.
The cashier smiled "Darfs noch was sein?"
"Nein das wars.." "Das macht dann 9,80" I gave her 10€, Ian grabbed the bag and we left the baker.
"Holy shit that was brilliant!!" I hugged him tight. I was so proud.. It didn't even take 10 minutes to teach him the words. He learned pretty fast..
"That was awesome!! Did I said it right?" "That was probably the sexiest german I've ever heard!.. We should do that again tomorrow!" "I hope it tastes good.. What's crepe in german?" "Uhm.... crepe.." I laughed. "Ohhh that's gonna be a challange to learn that word."
He enjoyed the consequenz of his first german lesson: cherry-chocolate-cake.
"It's okay.. Everything's alright." Ian said, with such a warm and lovely voice that made me feel extremely comfortable in his arms as he carried me to the bus.
The bus stopped at a redlight, the shaking of it woke me up.
I took a deep breath.
"Are you alright?" I heard his rough voice whispering.
"I think so.." I said, opening my eyes.
He smiled..
What happened? Oh right.. Ian was just being gorgeous... I actually planned not to faint that night..
Ian was sitting close to me holding my cheek. It felt warm.
"Where am I?"
"On the bus to Amsterdam." He laughed.
"WHAAT??" I got up and looked around. It really was the tourbus. Stu and Mike were playing video games either swearing or laughing at the tv screen in the back of the bus. Lee, Jamie and Luke were getting ready to sleep.
"Amsterdam... How am I suppost to get home?.. My german exam is next monday.." "Good. Coz you won't get home til sunday, when we play in Berlin." He smiled and continued typing something on his phone. "Go find yourself a nice bunk to sleep in.. or.. you can have mine. I already checked for monsters and all that.. there are no monsters.." His behaviour was more than confusing but i couldn't stop adoring him. All those butterflies in my tummy turned into a storm.. no.. a hurricane.
The next morning was sunny and warm. We were hungry so we left the highway in Siegburg.
"Annie? Lets go and get some breakfast." Ian said while putting his jacket on.
I grinned.. I was the only german in this bus, so the guys were depending on me. That was the first time I really felt important while being among those famous guys..
We went down the street looking for a bakershop. "Teach me something!" "What?" "I think everyone should learn how to get breakfast in german." I laughed. "Okay... let me think." What was the most complicated word to teach Ian? .. after a while I said "Schwarzwälderkirschtorte"
"What the hell is that?" "Its chocolate-cherrycake from.. uhm... blackforrest.. They probably invented it." "Oh that sounds good.. chocolate cake for breakfast."
"Okay... So.. the schwarz is pronounced like Arnold Schwarzenegger..."
"Swarz.." "Nuh.. the "sh" is more like "sssshhhit"" ...
Ian was nervous, me too actually..
"Uhm... zwei.. stück.. Schwarzwälderkirschtorte" He stottered. "Und noch drei Brötchen und ein paar von diesen Schokohörnchen.." I said everything else.. Ian did a good job on the cake.
The cashier smiled "Darfs noch was sein?"
"Nein das wars.." "Das macht dann 9,80" I gave her 10€, Ian grabbed the bag and we left the baker.
"Holy shit that was brilliant!!" I hugged him tight. I was so proud.. It didn't even take 10 minutes to teach him the words. He learned pretty fast..
"That was awesome!! Did I said it right?" "That was probably the sexiest german I've ever heard!.. We should do that again tomorrow!" "I hope it tastes good.. What's crepe in german?" "Uhm.... crepe.." I laughed. "Ohhh that's gonna be a challange to learn that word."
He enjoyed the consequenz of his first german lesson: cherry-chocolate-cake.
3/02/2010
Dirty little heart Part II
It was 3.56 by now. All the others were gone, there was only one more fan taking a picture of Ian and giggling like a child. Jamie and I were now standing away from the other two.
"So... what is it?"
"Ohhhh shit I forgot!.. okay stay right here..", he pointed to my feet, "..I go and get it."
"Can I come with? It's cold!" I was still shaking. Ian came to us.
"Ready to go?" he asked Jamie.
"Yeah I just have to get something for Annie real quick."
"Annie..... Annie... What does that name remind me of?" His eyes were narrowed as he was thinking. He was thinking so hard, I almost heard his brain cells making little click noises. click..click click. I was so busy watching Ian doing his thinking facial expression, that I totally forgot what he was thinking about. Then finally Jamie solved it by saying "The girl with those wicked drawing videos.." and Ian's eyes suddenly became wide open. I blushed again.
"Holy crap. How old are you???"
"18.."
"Jeesus....." It took a few minutes for both of us to calm down again. I was emberassed for some reason, but I didn't know why. "So.. You came alone? Where is your hotel?" "Well I thought I could sleep at a friends house but he is totally unreachable since yesterday.. I dunno where to sleep. The next train goes at 5.20 and I might.." "Wohwohh.. No. You're not gonna sleep at the train station. There is no way I could take responsibility for that. You come with us." His voice became softer and warmer with every word he was saying. His smile made me stop breathing. I could feel my face getting hot and my knees soft and my heart was beating like crazy.
I fainted....
I remember him catching me as I fell towards him. "Annie!"...
"So... what is it?"
"Ohhhh shit I forgot!.. okay stay right here..", he pointed to my feet, "..I go and get it."
"Can I come with? It's cold!" I was still shaking. Ian came to us.
"Ready to go?" he asked Jamie.
"Yeah I just have to get something for Annie real quick."
"Annie..... Annie... What does that name remind me of?" His eyes were narrowed as he was thinking. He was thinking so hard, I almost heard his brain cells making little click noises. click..click click. I was so busy watching Ian doing his thinking facial expression, that I totally forgot what he was thinking about. Then finally Jamie solved it by saying "The girl with those wicked drawing videos.." and Ian's eyes suddenly became wide open. I blushed again.
"Holy crap. How old are you???"
"18.."
"Jeesus....." It took a few minutes for both of us to calm down again. I was emberassed for some reason, but I didn't know why. "So.. You came alone? Where is your hotel?" "Well I thought I could sleep at a friends house but he is totally unreachable since yesterday.. I dunno where to sleep. The next train goes at 5.20 and I might.." "Wohwohh.. No. You're not gonna sleep at the train station. There is no way I could take responsibility for that. You come with us." His voice became softer and warmer with every word he was saying. His smile made me stop breathing. I could feel my face getting hot and my knees soft and my heart was beating like crazy.
I fainted....
I remember him catching me as I fell towards him. "Annie!"...
1/29/2010
Dirty little heart Part I
The title is not related to the lyrics of the Lostprophets song.. i just liked it and thought it goes well with the story of my naiv little self.
It's sorta a fanfic, but sounds more like a diary entry that gets more and more unrealistic... I hope you enjoy the reading and my little illustrations :)
It was cold..
I could see their lips moving but didn't hear anything. It was just too loud in there.. I should have taken my ear plugs with me, but in my excitment I forgot them in the drawers.
They were wide awake chatting as if it was afternoon, but it wasn't. It was 3.20am and I stood there alone trying to keep distance from those hyperactive fans. I remember one of their faces. She stood right behind me in the 2nd row and screamed Ian's name with such a high voice that made me wish I was old enough to not be able to hear it anymore. I didn't even try to explain to her that Ian couldn't hear anything while they are still playing. She probably won't care..
I started shaking and I was wondering whether it was the excitement or the cold temperature. Probably both.. "He promissed.." I told myself to keep me warm. He really promissed me he would come out after the show. He said he had something for me. I had no clue what it was, but it didn't confuse me. I was used to the things Jamie said. Most of them just brought confusion, so I started to think rational and not take everything personally.
The door opened for the 100th time. My eyes flew to the door and back to the little pile of stones I collected with my feet. It took me at least 10 seconds to realize that it was Ian comming through the door. He was surrounded by girls immediatly, smiling and trying to have eye contact with each one of them while he was signing CD's and posters. I noticed how he enjoyed posing for the photos they took with him. He seemed tired but still full of energy he gained from the concert and the great feedback from the audience. It was an amazing gig.. Going to this concert was probably the best thing I could have done before my final exams start.
"Life is good.." and it would become even better..
And there he was. Finally. Jamie already recognized me in the first row.
I was standing right in front of him singing along and dancing like I've never danced before. He enjoyed watching me, I could see it in his grin.
He stood there next to Ian chatting with the girls. I decided to join them. Ian laughed, I didn't get why, but it was the most lovely laugh I've ever heard.
My heart started beating harder.Between Ian and Jamie and the girls there was a room of at least a meter, so I made up a little joke that was in my opinion pretty funny, but I wasn't sure if it was funny enough to make Ian laugh again..
"..Is there an invisible wall I might run against or can I just hug you like that?" I was doing a pantomime holding my hands in front of me pretending as if there really was a wall. He laughed, he really laughed, came towards me with spread arms, hugged me and made me blush.
It's sorta a fanfic, but sounds more like a diary entry that gets more and more unrealistic... I hope you enjoy the reading and my little illustrations :)
It was cold..
I could see their lips moving but didn't hear anything. It was just too loud in there.. I should have taken my ear plugs with me, but in my excitment I forgot them in the drawers.
They were wide awake chatting as if it was afternoon, but it wasn't. It was 3.20am and I stood there alone trying to keep distance from those hyperactive fans. I remember one of their faces. She stood right behind me in the 2nd row and screamed Ian's name with such a high voice that made me wish I was old enough to not be able to hear it anymore. I didn't even try to explain to her that Ian couldn't hear anything while they are still playing. She probably won't care..
I started shaking and I was wondering whether it was the excitement or the cold temperature. Probably both.. "He promissed.." I told myself to keep me warm. He really promissed me he would come out after the show. He said he had something for me. I had no clue what it was, but it didn't confuse me. I was used to the things Jamie said. Most of them just brought confusion, so I started to think rational and not take everything personally.
The door opened for the 100th time. My eyes flew to the door and back to the little pile of stones I collected with my feet. It took me at least 10 seconds to realize that it was Ian comming through the door. He was surrounded by girls immediatly, smiling and trying to have eye contact with each one of them while he was signing CD's and posters. I noticed how he enjoyed posing for the photos they took with him. He seemed tired but still full of energy he gained from the concert and the great feedback from the audience. It was an amazing gig.. Going to this concert was probably the best thing I could have done before my final exams start.
"Life is good.." and it would become even better..
And there he was. Finally. Jamie already recognized me in the first row.
I was standing right in front of him singing along and dancing like I've never danced before. He enjoyed watching me, I could see it in his grin.
He stood there next to Ian chatting with the girls. I decided to join them. Ian laughed, I didn't get why, but it was the most lovely laugh I've ever heard.
My heart started beating harder.Between Ian and Jamie and the girls there was a room of at least a meter, so I made up a little joke that was in my opinion pretty funny, but I wasn't sure if it was funny enough to make Ian laugh again..
"..Is there an invisible wall I might run against or can I just hug you like that?" I was doing a pantomime holding my hands in front of me pretending as if there really was a wall. He laughed, he really laughed, came towards me with spread arms, hugged me and made me blush.
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